frustrated, because i will never be good enough. it shouldn't matter. right? i strive to be good enough, not even the best because enough never seems to be enough for you. maybe my honesty and blatant opinions are painful but it takes quite a bit of courage and love to even get those words out. if you were looking for the typical answers or encouragement, maybe i couldn't deliver that, at least for tonight.
i hate going to bed feeling this way. my heart is so uneasy, like please stop toying with my emotions. then again, who the hell cares. fcuk this shit. i want to scream. scream so loud just so this feeling would go away. i am giving up. if only easy was really that easy.
whoever gave you the power/ability to make me feel this way, should go to hell.
okay, i should pray now. be the better person i can be.
p/s: Don, i need a hug :(
"you feel good being lost because you know you are going to be found again"
